Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Whoa, what a day!!!!

What a great day to blow my top! LOL I got home last night around 12P b/c I had school until 11:30P. I got home and couldnt' seem to fall asleep until 1a. I got up 4x between 2:30A-4A because I wasn't feeling well and was sitting on the toilet (I know, TMI) but anyway... had to get up at 5:30A, shower, get myself and kiddos ready and was realtively early leaving the house. I went to go unlock the door and low and behold, the dead bolt wouldn't unlock!!! I was like, "Hmm.. ok it's been sticky before, but geez." I got some pliers and tried to turn it over and unlock it b/c it wouldn't budge, it BUSTED out of the door and the dead bolt was still in place. **grr** Ok, now I was getting really uspet, I'm tired, not feeling well and knowing that I have another long day / night ahead of me was iritating me. I called my husband 4x, no answer (he's in TN, if you didn't know by now) and I was getting really more so upset than before.... Finally had to just call it quits, txt hubby and said, "Call me now, we have a f***** problem." Yes, I was VERY upset. So I dragged myself and my 2 kiddos out the back door, thankfully it's a locking back door, through the gate, around the bushes on the side of the house to get to my car in the front of the house. Whew, what a trip that was to keep my kiddos from getting smacked all around by the bushes. LOL

When all was said and done, my hubby finally called, and I said "Ok, it's a bad morning when you can't open your front door and your forced to go through bushes." Wouldn't you know, he said, "OMG, the dead bolt is stuck." TADAAAA!!! Yes, it's stuck and it's still there and the actual turning piece you would use is off too w/ the screws. LOL He said, "I knew I should have fixed that." LOL Well, too late for that. So tonight I'm going to see if my Dad can get it at least out of the door and start using my front door again. We'll see... I'll have to update tomorrow as I get home too late to get online. LOL

Oh man... what a morning it was to start with... .thankfully, so far everything has gone smooth, we'll see as the day goes by! ;)

If you got this far, thanks for reading my story. LOL

**Thanking God I made it to work ok and the kids are safe & sound, it could be worse, I know**

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Update....

Wow, it's been WAY too long since I've updated this.

Well... about myself, I started my new lifestyle on January 01, 2009. I've lost 41 lbs to date and very excited about what's to come. :) I'm still going to school and making pretty good grades, can't comment yet on last nights' test seeing as how everyone, as I was told, did pretty poorly on the test. So we'll see Fri or Mon when it comes to a head about the grade I made. *biting nails* Aside that, I've done pretty well in my classes. I'm currently doing Med/Surg 1 & Pharmacology... the next test (Math in Pharm) is going to be my worst test yet, I'm terrible w/ math, but I'm going to work very hard on it to make the 90% we have to make in order to pass this!!!! :)

Hubby is doing great, he's working so many hours, bless his heart. Seems he can't get a break from the new owner, but I'm so blessed he's still got his job and were doing so well. :) In March, he's taking 1 week and will be going to TN. I'm iffy as I'm still having to work, care for kids and manage to go to school. Thankfully, that week, I have NO TESTS!!! :) Whew... Thank God. :) Other than that, he's doing well and he's lost weight and looks amazing! :) Although, I've thought that since day 1. :)

William, well, he's your pretty typical 3, almost 4 yr old lil boy, (He'll be 4 in June) and seems to have given himself the name "bully." :( I was very disappointed to hear that he's starting to hit other children, punch, write all over their papers, etc and it's lead to him being the one that no one wants to play with and, as a mom, that hurts me, so I'm working w/ him really hard to make some changes and not be that BULLY! :( Other than that, he's been pretty a-ok kiddo and loves his papa time every Friday. I love to watch them play blocks, it's so cute. :)

Kadence, lil miss Kadence is 13 mo and well on her way to independence. She will not tolerate too much before that precious lil attitude will come out and bite ya! ;) She's really funny. I have some videos on my phone when I was playing music and low and behold, I found she has the love of music just like mama! ;) She was shaking her booty and giggling everytime I played a song. It was the cutest thing. :) She's getting way too big too quick. She's been cruising the furniture as of late, so before long I'm sure we'll have our lil walker. For now, she can scoot across the floor w/ the best of us walkers. LOL She was recently taken to the dr for an ear infection, but she's doing 10x better, thanks to antibiotics. :)

Other than that, my friends, it's the same stuff everyday and I'm doing my best to eat right, workout, take care of my family, friends, home, school, etc and be the best person, friend, wife, in-law, etc that I can be. :)

I will hopefully be a little better aobut updating... I'll have to make 1 day just full of updates. :) See you around....

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Fundamentals - 82.7

I'm sooo relieved to find out my grade for the test we did last week. I feel I did a good job and the questions I missed, I apparently was reading too much into it. I tend to do that. Anyway, I'm so glad that I made that and hoping and praying I'll do better on my next A&P test on Monday. :)

We'll see.. I'll let you know. :D

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Whole new meaning to "Prayer Warrior."

A young missionary on furlough told this incredible story while visiting his home church in Michigan. "While serving at a small field hospital in Africa, every two weeks I traveled by bicycle through the jungle to a nearby city for supplies. This was a journey of two days and required camping overnight at the halfway point. On one of these journeys, I arrived in the city where I planned to collect money from a bank, purchase medicine and supplies, and then begin my two-day journey back to the field hospital.Upon arrival in the city, I observed two men fighting, one of whom had been seriously injured. I treated him for his injuries and at the same time talked to him about the Lord Jesus Christ. I then traveled two days, camping overnight, and arrived home without incident. Two weeks later, I repeated my journey.Upon arriving in the city once again, I was approached by the young man I had treated. He told me that he had known that I carried money and medicines. He said, "Some friends and I followed you into the jungle, knowing you would camp overnight. We planned to kill you and take your money and drugs. But just as we were about to move into your camp, we saw that you were surrounded by twenty-six armed guards." At this, I laughed and said that I was certainly all alone out in that jungle campsite. The young man pressed the point, however, and said, "No sir, I was not the only person to see the guards. My five friends also saw them, and we all counted them. It was because of those guards that we were afraid and left you alone.At this point in the sermon, one of the men in the congregation jumped to his feet and interrupted the missionary and asked if he could tell him the exact day this happened. The missionary told the congregation the date, and the man who interrupted told him this story: "On the night of your incident in Africa, it was morning here and I was preparing to go play golf. I was about to putt when I felt the urge to pray for you. In fact, the urging of the Lord was so strong, I called men in this church to meet with me here in the sanctuary to pray for you. Would all of those men who met with me on that day please stand up?" The men who had met together to pray that day stood up. The missionary wasn't concerned with who they were, he was too busy counting how many men he saw. There were twenty-six."
"Be a prayer warrior, not a prayer worrier. A prayer warrior walks in the authority of Jesus."
1.What is prayer?
Prayer is the simple act of "talking with God" and opening our minds to receive His point of view on a matter. Prayer is a hotline to God. Each time we pray, we won't receive a busy signal, and we can spend all the time we want talking to God. How can this be? Because God is never too busy to speak with us. He always welcomes our calls and we don't need to be concerned about any phone charges, because Jesus already paid our bill in full.Whenever God is our focus we are praying.More specifically, prayer is:~ Our S.O.S. signal to God in times of crisis. Prayer is one of the most important instruments in our spiritual survival arsenal as it stops the strategy of the enemy.~ The key that unlocks the miraculous.~ Where we become spiritually recharged.~ Talking to God with a trusting heart.~ Asking God for guidance.~ Listening for God's voice. Isn't listening one of the qualities we look for in others? This is the same in our relationship with God. He is looking for us to not only talk to Him, but care enough to spend time listening to him.Once a young man lost his job. As time went on, he grew desperate about his situation. He decided to ask for some wisdom from an old preacher he knew. As the young man poured out his heart to the preacher he angrily declared, "I've begged and begged God to say something to help me. Why doesn't God answer?" The old preacher, who was sitting across the room, spoke a reply so quiet the young man was unable to understand what he said. So, the young man stepped across the room. "What did you say?" he asked. The preacher repeated himself, again in a soft tone. So, the young man moved closer until he was leaning on the preacher's chair. "Sorry," he said. "I still didn't hear you." With their heads bent together, the old preacher spoke once more, "God sometimes whispers, so we will move closer to hear him."
"Prayer is the safe sanctuary where you can open your heart to God."
Praying when everything is going well is really great, but when pain and crisis hits prayer needs to be a "knee jerk" reaction. Talking with God about our problems and then giving our burdens to Him is a great benefit. Undoubtedly, there will be times when we are too emotionally overwhelmed to find the words to pray, this is when we can rely on the Holy Spirit to intercede on our behalf. Romans 8:26-27, "The Holy Spirit helps us in our distress. For we don't even know what we should pray for, nor how we should pray. But the Holy Spirit prays for us with groanings that cannot be expressed in words. And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God's own will."
"God understands your prayers even when you can't find the words to say them."
2.Can I really hear God's voice?
Yes! God is constantly speaking to us, but His voice is rarely audible. Our challenge is to sharpen our spiritual ears to hear God's voice and to not write off what we hear as something we are imagining.During the first stages of learning to hear God's voice, a quiet environment is essential as it usually comes as a sweet whisper within our thoughts, as an insight as we study scripture, through our dreams, through spiritual visions, and through prophecy. Acts 2:17, "In the last days, God said, I will pour out My Spirit upon all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions,and your old men will dream dreams." Dreams are given to bring us guidance, understanding, and insight; to warn us of some impending danger, and to reveal to us a situation which is going undetected by our natural mind. Visions are pictures given for our clarification of a matter and to birth the Lord's plans through us on earth. Prophecy is not only about future events, but also encouraging words given to us to strengthen our faith, bring us comfort, and give us direction for our lives.God will also speak to us through our spouses, our Pastors, and other believers of proven integrity and spiritual maturity. A reason we may not be hearing the Lord is that our spiritual antennae is not up ready to receive the sound waves of His voice or we are distracted with ongoing auditory input through music, radio, TV, etc.
"It's hard to tune in on heaven's message, if your life is full of earthly static."

Fundamentals - Wed night

Last night was my Fundamentals test. Boy, what a difference was felt in the halls, room and amungst us students after that test. We were all pleased that we did well and or at least passed. I was sure I did pretty well. :) So, needless to say, Wed night was MUCH better and I do love that class. The teacher makes it a lot of fun, especially for a night class. My favorite saying from her, "Woo hoo." It's catchy btw! ;)

I will not have the grade until next Wednesday, but I'm confident that I did well to the best of my ability and spent time reading all the chapters the night before and made some good mental notes.... so, whew, 1 test down and more to go! ;)

**still on bended knee**

54.7 - OUCH

Ok, so I didn't think I would do well on my A&P test Monday night, but boy did I do terrible. Although, I do have to say it was all over the class. Anywhere from 10-70 was the average grade... I couldn't believe it and needless to say you have a bunch of ladies (majority of us ladies) were outside on the break after the test and very upset because everything he mentioned had NOTHING to do with what we were learning. Ugh! From what I was told last night from a gal that was sitting by him, he said "Well because y'all did so poorly, this could affect my job."

Umm, ok, well then maybe you shouldn't sit there and talk about stuff that has NOTHING to do w/ the test or chapters themselves and confuse everyone. It was utter BS!!! :( So, basically, time to get down to business, not worry about what he says and move on!!! I will SUCCEED! :)

**on bended knee**

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Officially a STUDENT!!!

Well last night was the first night of school.... boy was I NERVOUS! I was concerned it would be overwhelming the first night. Ok, so yes it was essentially, but overall it wasn't too bad and seems I have a lot of reading to do and make sure I know all the information well. The class was from 5:30-10:15P because the professor let us out about 15 minutes early. The professor I have for A&P (Anatomy & Physiology) is an upbeat guy and really made learning fun last night.

I must admit, in the beginning when I was "lost" as could be of what we would be doing, it seemed that 5:30-6P took 2 hours! But that is to be expected, right!? :)

So, all in all, the first night was pretty good and I learned quiet a bit. I'll be going Mon & Wed nights from 5:30-10:30 and then Saturday from 7a-8p! Yes, you read that right, 7a-8p! But I figure, I'll gain some knowledge, new friends and some people that I can relate with as were all working mom's going to school at night, we all have families that are just as important (if not more so) than our education. I'm looking forward to Wednesday night, it's fundamentals, I'm hoping to learn something good in there too! :)

I will write more later, for now, I have to get back to reading. I needed a "mini" break! :)

BTW - Our first test will be 9/22/08 on 6 chapters, whew, will you say a lil prayer for me!? :)